Name: Jayson
Age: 22
Height: 5'2''
Ethnicity: Mixed-Filipino
Major: Culinary Arts
Orientation: Gay
Status: Happily Taken
♥ April 21, 2010 ♥
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I'm that kind of person who randomly sings at the bus stop, and waves to strangers in the car. I'm just a daydreamer trying to apply meaning and substance to my very soul and life. I love having a good laugh, and having a good cry. I love learning something new. I have an open heart and an open mind to a lot of things.
I'm not afraid to admit that I suffer from a mental illness: major depression and an anxiety disorder. And I'm on medication for it. I just want peace of mind, I just want to be happy. I'm attending cognitive behavioral therapy right now, and I believe it's actually helping. I definitely have issues to deal with, but who doesn't?
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So first 2 weeks of school complete.
So far, it’s not so bad. I got all the classes I needed. And it’s not too much of a heavy load academically. I have a lunch break when I could actually see some friends. And I get out at a reasonable time everyday, besides Tuesdays. Plus, I have an extra day off in the week. Not needed, but sweet to have.
I got all the books I needed, though I’m a lil more broke than I would like to be. I still need to get a few supplies here and there, but nothing that costs too much which is nice. I have at least one friend that I already know in each of my academic courses, and for the other classes, people seem to be rather friendly and I’ve spoken with a few them already.
I’ve gotten my circadian rhythm back in place for the most part — back to going to sleep early, waking up early, eat at this hour, study at this hour, etc etc. And I actually look forward to going to school. So far I’ve gotten back into habit of working out pretty regularly, though I’ve never really stopped working out, but now it’s more frequent and consistent without over doing it nor bullshitting it. And I’ve gotten into the habit of eating regularly again at reasonable times, without having to skip any meals. And for the most part, back to eating a lil more healthy and smaller portions.
My academic courses aren’t exactly the most exciting, and honestly, they’re rather boring. But thank goodness, the material isn’t overwhelming because I’ve given myself a doable load work and study-wise. I’ve even allowed myself to take a nap every now and then, though I’m still practicing on getting the duration down. The last couple naps were a lil too long, and through off my sleep pattern off slightly.
So college-wise, I’m feeling pretty optimistic. I just need to learn to balance everything else out, some aspects needing more attention than others, but it’s just needs to get done. Hopefully thing’s still good. And other things follow their example. Which reminds me, I need to finish my homework and studies now so I could enjoy the rest of my weekend without worry.
Yay for consistency and improvement.
Thank you.
